Sunday, November 23, 2008

My Prayer to No-one. 17th August, 2008.

One day I wil disappear completely.
d words wil mean nothing.
d world wil get tired of me.
U will get tired of me.
I will get tired of myself.
I'll die.
But I will never get tired of u.
4 u there will be no endings.
I will say ur name over n over.
Like a refrain n a prayer to no-one.
I feel like a flower.
d one you'll never pick.
n will last d breathless waiting til boundaries disappear.
Wid nothing 2 do i make new constellations.
Images af u as I remember.
Sitting besides me, lost in thoughts.
Dey are stars from a different view.
But still I see nothing but u,
Unfurling like a flower,
Swiveling like a leaf.
I was once so close besides u.
I breathed u................
It wasn't dark then.
But it is now.
I cud never reach ur dreamz.
Tonight in my dreams
I wil see you.
U drenchd in light.
Like a kite I'm giving myself up 2 the wind.
Hash n weed my 2 wings.
But it is u dat ties the thread and holds me down.
Like a kite I wil forever hold your hand.
i bow down 2 u, I surrender.
I will never get tired of you.
4 you there will be no endings.
I wil say your name over and over.
Like a refrain.
My prayer to no one.
U know I wil never get far thus there is no need for my return.
Only travelers leave.
I've never been a traveler for I have never left.
I m lost simply.
I wantd to be in a place I have never been and wil never be.
I longed to be lost in the scent of your hair.
Lost among your thoughts as you are already in mine.
You are my will to live.
My life started when I loved you, and that's how I wanted to end.